Whoooo. Back to blog after many days of MIA? Haha. There's something wrong with my internet man. Only sometimes I can email ppl & post for my blog. Pek chek sia. Moodless now. So many stuffs to worried. Argh! I'm tired throughout this period. ): So stressed up. Receive bad news today but don't want to describe in here. Feel so disappointed luhs. & today's training was hell. Ran 5k still alright but train from 1pm till 5pm. Isn't it crazy? Run about for 4hrs. Can you believe it. But told coach that I got something on so left around 4.30pm. I don't like to train with juniors man. My life became so miserable when training with them luhs. When coach gave us somesort of mission, we always fail to complete it. Fuck. I hate the feeling of failing the mission he gave luhs. It's like so basic stuffs yet can't complete it? Unlike last year, the team spirit is there. We try to complete the mission he gave. Even though we might fail sometimes but at least we know we tried hard for it luhs. & don't give me attitude alright. I'm so called a straight forward person & I won't hide my expressions/feelings when I really dislike your attitude. Oh please, you didn't do well for training, yet you're giving me attitude? I hate ppl giving me attitude. Won't you feel bad when we failed the mission? But you treat it as nth. Gnd luhs. All of us are training hard but you just don't care & take it for granted? Fuckyou! Bleahs. I have no more eyes to see. Do whatever you want during training. It's just so weird training with them & going to train without sec4s. Don't wish & don't dare to think for the rest of the trainings. It's going to be so hardcore. Sick & tired of every training having punishment for not completing his missions. It's just so scary whenever I see him taking out the stopwatch. But overall still alright luhs. Just so pissed off seeing them like that. Ohgosh. My temper is really getting bad these few days. My relative shld be coming to visit me soon. Like finally uhs, faster come please. I want to enjoy my holidays in thailand. Don't want to ruin my holidays just because of my relative. There's chalet coming on the next month- 26thDec. Going to look forward to it. Tmr going out shopping with Yichuin to get the Tunics stocks & find supplier for Elmo Tee. Many ppl asked me to open the pre-order. So I shall try to look for the Elmo Tee supplier. Girls, wait up for the Elmo Tee pre-order. It may be coming soon.

Ps; I'll miss the sec4s seniors very much. Happy that I've you girls as my seniors. Cheeeers!