I've been praying everyday and i'm still gonna continue it. I'd pray for a chance.


Pray Hope Faith Believe

It seems like everytime when i'm sad or having any r/s problems i would blog about it here n idk why as well sigh srsly it's the second time i did the same mistake one was back when it's my Os n then one was just a few months back. I always screwed up myself n my feelings when i'm stress n this sucks. Idk what to do n how to salvage it cus it doesn't seems to work in the previous r/s. In just a few weeks there's so much difference n i can see that i'm worthless to you now it doesn't matter are we meeting a not cus you've more cliques/friends to keep you bz enough. He then had a gf in less than 3 months so i guess i gonna face the same whole thing all over again. 

Having doubts on whether or not to try once more..... The thought of how i/ve to again overcome those days makes me scared n feel pathetic n i just feel like escaping from it. It's punishment that i ought to deserve i guess. 

I don't think there's anyone who reads my blog since long time ago so i'm just blogging my feelings here.