I look forward for my granny to come my house every week :) I love her so much!!!

Watched 2012 with Siminpal after our interview yesterday afternoon. Yes, the movie was awesome but it kept me thinking of many things. Don't know if it's a good choice to watch it. I'm so scared and touched at times. All my screaming and crying...

It's nov and dec soon. I don't like. The weather is so cold and around me are no longer the same... Especially when it's at night when your parents are asleep. I have to force myself to empty my brain and stop manufacturing thoughts and hope that god would just let me sleep soon. I just managed to turn in but after only a few hours, i woke up with my cheeks and pillow cover wet. No, it's not saliva.

Prom night on monday. I didn't do any preparation at all. I'm not excited about it and i don't think that i'm in a right situation to attend it. But at the same time i don't wish that i'm at home. It only worsen the matter.

Did self-searching when i woke up with a few hours of sleep. I can't believe that i behave like a spoiled brat. Not kid. Totally brat. Only child really kills. So pampered by mom which now makes me a demanding brat. I'm self-fish i'm stupid i'm a nasty girl i'm a bitch i'm a slut i'm hot tempered, that sums up to a horrible person. I shouldn't even have come to this world. Don't come near me. I will hurt you without knowing or knowingly. See, this is the true me. This is what i am. This is how i feel about myself. This is how others feel about me. This is how i should punish myself.

BACK FROM BKK HAHAHA. I BOUGHT LOTSA STUFFS SIAL. SO I'M MAJOR BROKE NOW! GIMME A JOB SO I CAN HAVE MONEY! :)

I'm going job interview later on @ town. And probably look around for dress. If not i don't have anything to wear on prom. Headache sial. Shouldn't have paid $60 in the first place. Tsktsk. Oh, it's raining heavily now. How am i going to leave the apartment?! Nehnehpok. My momma is sick and hibernating all the way.

Do you have job to introduce? HAHAHA

AIGOO...... THE DAY I HATE IS TOMORROW! I'M ALREADY HAVING HOLIDAY MOOD AND THEN MT PAPERS AGAIN. I HATE WRITING AND WRITING SIAL. TSKTSK!

COMPO-LETTER WRITING-COMPRE-WTF-SIAL

However, that means it's 2 more days and Os are gonna end. MF happy hehehehehe. BKK i'm coming! WOOHOOOOOOOO!

Out of the sudden, quainte have so many icon/banner makers when there isn't many before. Made new sets of bannersxz but i'm wondering if i should even post up in quainte or just use it for myself. But whatever, i just changed my sig to Kyuu banner that i made! Luving it already. Perhaps i should wait till Os are done and then post up at quainte. Hehehe

Alrighty, it's only 8 more days and Os will be ending! And it will be freedom hahaha. No school tmr. Need to study for Phy and Geog for the papers on wed.

Gave Veg and Hippo 50$ and asked them to buy things from Japan. Intending to change 100S$ to Baht with Mom soon. Expensive stuffs she pay, cheap stuffs i pay. Fair right!? HAHAHA

Okay off to bed now. Nightynight xoxo