Day1

Thought i will have a deep sleep till morning but nightmares wouldn't spare me every single night. I kept waking up and i have to force myself back to sleep for many times. Mom came to sleep with me in the morning because my dad occupy the whole fan that she perspire in their room. Felt better knowing that mom came to sleep with me. Mom said my eyes were swollen but luckily not that bad. Didn't think so much about my problem. Will things get better? Will god answer my prayers? Will god give me a chance to prove to you?

Starting work tmr @ NUH. No, not as a nurse but a ward control management. I guess it's good for me. Otherwise i will be at home thinking so many things which will only make me suffer. I don't have to wear uniform there but black/dark colour top and jeans. I like it.

You've no idea how much i yearn for your love, your everything baby.

If i say all i want right now is you, will you be with me? i miss you loveluv.

5 RUBY BBQ @ JORDY'S 5TH DEC

FUN!!!!

Watched New Moon with Siminpally today! I'm surrounded by kids!!!! Geeeexzxzx... They laughed at something which supposed to be sad. Both of us bought ultra big combo of popcorn and nachos. We didn't finish it!!!! We only ate half of it. My money... HAHAHA

No jobs!!!!! I'm slacking, slacking and slacking everyday!!! So-free-hazel. I'm running low on cash!!!!

5RUBY, BBQ @ JORDY'S PLACE!!! SEE Y'LL THERE!!!

If I love you, I should let you move on.